Warm Rain..

I hope whoever read this post will not judge me or making fun of me.

She asked me out, to have a date and study at the same time, my heart jump, I know it might not signify much, but to me, every moment with her is a moment I will cherish. So I rushed, but as I am on the way to meet her, it is already raining.

I am a poor lad, so I only have a bike as my focal transportation, I didn’t really care, so I just ride through the drizzly hours of darkness to meet her. I have been working out, so the lactic acid in my muscle is really excruciating, see in your mind's eye that there’s numerous number of spiky lump inside your muscle, I even need to put in a great effort to wear my shirt.

As I am riding in the rain, the meter reached nearly 130km/h, so imagine the speed of rain drops bombardment at your skin embossed with the pain in your muscle, it’s like thousands of mini rocket with the size of a pea shot at you with a minigun, its somehow unbearable, but it’s weird, because I hardly focus on my pain and in my head, all I think about is her.

The jiffy I saw her face, I was smiling, again. We went to the nearest mamak stall and opened our notes (I don’t have any notes in actual fact) and we (it is only me actually) managed to finish the assignment because she finished it earlier, and we discussed it later, that discussion really helped me in the class later.

Subsequently I wanted to start a conversation, but she wanted to study as she wanted to score for the next quiz and she didn’t wanna spend the weekend studying as she wanted to emjoy the time with her friends. I wanted to tell lots of story, what happened, but I put them into halt, I know I aint suppose to be selfish.

I wanted to tell her about how lots of things that happen, lots of story to be shared, but that night, I just shut my mouth out. It’s an awkward silence to me; imagine that you have a balloon that is inflated and ready to be let out..haha

Bla blab bla, the mamak stall is closing, so I have to send her home. Fookein mamak, closing so early, mamak stall should be 24/7 !

It is still raining, so we walked all the way through the rain. We play in the rain, like a child, kicking the puddle of water, jumping and splashing each other! God how I miss that.

And then, the magic moment happens, she hold my hand, its indescribable, it is soft, tender, and most important, it gave me a warmness feelings (i just cant find a perfect word to describe it). My hands didn’t sweat; it’s like accepting her hands with my heart. We walked, and walked, and I swear that I wish I can be in that moment forever.  

Rain. I used to hate rain so much. It reminds me lots of thing that I don’t wanted to remember. It’s like a “secret place” for me to cry my heart out because it will wipe my tears away.

But now it has changed, the rain who used to be so cold and sad, it is now giving me a smile, straight from my heart. I closed my eyes and opened it back; I know it’s not a dream.

I just wanted to thank her, for changing the rain from how it used to be into the new rain, I call it our rain moment (just shut the fakkap, I know its lametard but just bear with it lad)

The rain, it will never be the same again, maybe I will have to find another “secret place” of mine, and I am thinking about the shower (lulz)

p/s:

i know this time its pretty boring

Love is?

Giler babs ah, tajuk pun dah corny semacam..lulz

Dulu bila couple orang akan selalu sangat Tanya kite ape itu chenta~. And bile tak dapat jawab, mula la muka ketat macam tahan berak 18 tahun. Lepas tu mula la nak merajuk. Then nak kene pujuk plak, hadoi~Tapi sebenarnya ade je jawapan tapi taknak bagitau sebab takut tak ikut skema jawapan yang dikehendaki.(cover la syial)

Di hari yang mulia ni, biar aku share sket ngan korang pasal benda yang agak taboo bagi mak aku ni.

Kalau nak tau, love ni macam magnifying glass, or microscope.

“apsal plak bad? Ko kalau jawab pun jgn main sebat je”

Chillax la, aku tak start story kau dah potong aku, boleh kne ED tau tak. Ok, aku ckp love ni magnifying glass bkn sbb ape, tapi love akan jadikan feeling yang sebelum ni normal je bagi kau jadi lebih kuat dan dibesar-besarkan. Let’s take the happy feelings. kalau hari-hari biase, korang akan happy gak, tapi xde ah sampai macam orang amik ketamin tambah ice pastu rendam dalam coke kan? Tak caya? Tgk situasi bawah;

Mamat: “Nah, hadiah untuk awak~”

Minah : “thanks awak~, suke sangat2”    

*atas kotak coklat tu plak ade card tulis benda sweet

*Minah senyum sampai telinga

"nah hadiah ikhlas~"

Ok, mengikut situasi diatas, kite bleh tengok yang Minah ni sangat2 la happy eventhou haidah yang die dapat ni Mamat beli kat kedai RM2 pastu amik dari kuotasi internet yang sangat2 corny kat lovingyou.com lulz!

Ok, awek ni bukan la bodo or anything, padahal hadiah yang die dapat tu simple je btol tak? Tu sebab she is in love, so semua benda yang die rasa time tu dah kne magnify dah, times 100! Tu yang happy semacam jek, senyum sampai gigi pun nak tercabut.HAAHA HA HA

But when theres a ying, theres a yang. Benda love ni tak datang one sided, die datang dalam set, macam combo set A  kat kfc or Set Quarter Pounder yang kat Mekdi, ade fries and carbonated drinks skali. Camtu gak ah love ni, mane ade everytime happy duwey lovey sexy jer~

Sekarang kite amik situasi lain plak;

*A Keluar dengan B

*tetibe ade minah suppa-hot-sexy-wonder-women-makes-me-go-booyah! Lalu depan diorang dua

*mamat A TERpandang

*Minah B naik hanging tangan cekak pinggang muka macam dragon nak makan knight

“Hoi! Mata tu ke mane?”

“mana ad eke mana2, tengok you jugak”

“chantek sket~, tengok pompuan sexy ah tu!”

*panas, mulut muncung sampai boleh sangkut hanger

"eyes to boobeih"

So, kat situasi diatas ni, kite tau yang mamat ni pun tak sengaja, nama pun “TER”, and jikalau diamati dalam kamus dewan pun, ter ni untuk describe situation yang orang kata tak sengaja pun. Contohnya, termakan, tertidur, tersepak, terlanjur (OopsS!). so nampak sangat yang semua tu tak sengaja betul tak? (kecuali terlanjur)

"merajuk!!"

Tapi minah ni nak pegi emo lebih-lebih pulak~Hadoi, ponat mamat ni nak pegi pujuk-pujuk minah ni. Kesian pulak den tengok. Ape yang cuba nak diutarakan ialah, benda simple je pun, tapi kenapa plak minah ni nak emo lebih-lebih betul tak? Padahal benda simple je, bukan lah sebab die ni PMS ke, or sesungut, tapi sebab die in love. So ape yang die rase time tu, marah die, dah kene magnify sampai 100 times, so kepada mamat, harap dapat bersabar.

Well, feelings yang dimagnify ni bukan kat marah and happy je, even disappointment, sad, hurt, and anything akan di besarkan gak. That is why, kalau boleh, in a relationship, kata-kata tu kdg-kdg kne jage sket, bukan ape, takut ade hati yang terguris plak kn. Susah plak nanti, tapi yang paling penting, try make your love happy, bayangkan bleh buatkan die betul-betul happy, you all will indirectly happy gak tgk die happy, betol tak?^^

"old couple makes me realizes that there is love that lasts"

p/s:-

its Sunday, FOOKEIN SUNDAY! Why weekend ends so fast….