I just have these random thoughts in my head for the few days:
“Not a soul wanna take what I’ve said gravely in a grave situation. What on earth blurted out is just another shaggy dog story to you. That is why I am trouncing behind the masquerade of a clown.”
“I am just a part timer”
“How can I have confidence when I am constantly rejected?”
“Replacing what I want into what you want doesn’t make me feel any better, but I can pretend”