Expectation,Support,and Blame?

Have you ever wonder what people think of you?

Do they have hope planted and sowed to you?

They rained you with tonnes of questions that sometimes might hurt you a lot..

I dont really hope they will praise me, i just hope they wont hurt me..

But i think, its too much for me to ask even that..

A nimble thought and a despicable effort,both are my best friend..

i always hope i can rise again with their help..

but again, i was wrong..

why?everything that i asked,was always too much for you?

sometime i was so tired of living but i keep smiling though its hard to swallow..

understanding...

what is understanding?

People will keep blaming you for not being understanding,

your friends,family,even your teacher..deep accusation yet so true..

but how can someone say they ought to be understanding?

Is it a type of power where u can read someone's head followed by abide their desire..

fulfilling their needs..

then u will be an understanding person..

we always hope someone will understand bout us, saying that they never listens..

"i will always feel out of the place"

dont always hope people will understand u,instead be mutual..

Why must my title be like that?

The words i used for my title represents the meaning of "little turtle" which was read as xiao wu gui..

A weird name it is, but it plays a significant role in my life..

Ever heard bout the story of "The Race of Hare n Turtle"?..In the story, the turtle know that no matter how hard he tries, he still saw a small glittering hope might exists..he wanna prove nothing but only to himself..And the ending? He won because the hare was asleep.

It goes the same in our life..sometimes we might be like the hare, we are always ahead and forget how hard our life used to be,we suddenly became proud and got distracted..and we will lose, but life is not just about winning, "Hare" did won something more precious than the turtle..a perfect lesson that he will not ever forget in his life..

moral in the story :

"even if your head is in the sky, remain your toes on the ground"

Why must my title be like that?

The words i used for my title represents the meaning of "little turtle" which was read as xiao wu gui..

A weird name it is, but it plays a significant role in my life..

Ever heard bout the story of "The Race of Hare n Turtle"?..In the story, the turtle know that no matter how hard he tries, he still saw a small glittering hope might exists..he wanna prove nothing but only to himself..And the ending? He won because the hare was asleep.

It goes the same in our life..sometimes we might be like the hare, we are always ahead and forget how hard our life used to be,we suddenly became proud and got distracted..and we will lose, but life is not just about winning, "Hare" did won something more precious than the turtle..a perfect lesson that he will not ever forget in his life..

For Turtle :

sometimes we must have the fighting spirits of a turtle, no matter what people says, u can juz cram your head in your shell and keep going..despite hardship and those despicable haters you will strive the hardship with a smile..

For Hare :

And for the Hare, it is not your fault, there is always a certain time for people to be proud of themselves but do remember! you are not always on top and just dont be too proud! Even your head is in the sky,keep your toes on the ground..there is always a second chance for everyone :)

Its a hard life it is..

Just life is like a Ferris wheel,sometimes ur on top,u feel like u are flying n u are so mighty that u might be able to touch the sky

But it wont last long, coz there will be certain time u might be beneath the worst part of the earth..below everyone else..

every single face im looking was like smiling with a sly intention and laughing at my fate..i was in a complete disgrace..will i be able to face tomorrow?

will tomorrow be a better one?

can i have a life that ive always wanted?

"the higher u fly, the harder u fall.."

its a hard life it is..life is like a wheel,sometimes ur on top, but it wont last long, coz there will be certain time u might be beneath the worst part of the earth..

every single face im looking was like smiling with a sly intention and laughing at my fate..i was in a complete disgrace..will i be able to face tomorrow?

will tomorrow be a better one?

can i have a life that ive always wanted?

"the higher u fly, the harder u fall.."