Symbolism

An old man has a wife. A hard headed wife, who always does many things that, hurts him in many ways. And every single time he was hurt, he will hammer a nail into the wooden wall of his house. Until one day, the wall is full of nail.

After a time, the wife realized she was wrong and decided to repent on her sin towards her husband. So the husband pull out the nail on the wall one by one until none is left. The wooden wall of the house is now full holes.

Wall = Heart

Act of pulling out = Forgiveness

Hole = Scar 

Apprecation

"itu pun nak berlagak?pfft!"

Kalau ada budak tunjuk lukisan kat korang, lepas tu dia Tanya cantik ke tak, cakap je la cantik. Bukan nak korang menipu pun, but it is a sort of appreciation. Tu kalau dah besar, boleh jadi artist sebab a glimpse of motivation akan push them forward.

Kalau budak ni balik-balik tunjuk score kat korang, markah dia tinggi, puji la, jangan berat sangat mulut tu nak puji. Susah ke? Tak pun dia cakap dia study then cakap la yang dia ni bagus ka,yang pi cakap kat dia “itu pun nak bangga?”. Stop being so cruel.

Praising is a sort of motivation. Ni tips nak jadi parents yang BERGUNA, bukan jadi parents yang TAK GUNA. Aku nak bagitau kat korang ni bukan kat ibu-ibu dan bapak-bapak kat luar tu, yang bukan mak dan bapak pun cuba la ringankan mulut dengan pujian. Adakah akan kena oral thrush mahupun oral cancer kalau memuji?tak kan?

Nature aku bukan suka bangga-bangga, tapi kalau aku cerita something untuk di appreciate ada sebab dia. Nak motivation je, nak harapkan parents aku? They planted fear in my heart more than love, kau expect aku harap praising dari diorang?

p/s:

I keep ranting rubbish lately..

Cerita bodoh

Hari ni patik nak ber-story sikit, ada satu hari ni, Nita dah plan nak bawak aku keluar. Aku yang budak ni mestilah excited macam beruk sebab hang out dengan Nita adalah something yang jarang dan rare sekali. Bukan apa, kalau depan kawan-kawan dia, Nita bukan orang yang aku kenal, dia taknak pun tegur aku. Maybe i am a big abomination.

Sambung story, aku diajak keluar oleh kawan-kawan untuk hang out jugak, tapi waktu siang. Aku ikut je la, sebab ingatkan diorang nak lepak kejap je, aku pun plan nak beli ink printer nak print notes aku. Sekali mereka bawak aku pi jalan jauh pulak. Aku sakit hati gak, depa tak cakap awal-awal nak bawak jauh. So aku end up tak beli ink dan balik lewat.

Balik je aku terus bukak notes sebab nak study, baru boleh keluar. Aku masih sempat untuk keluar dengan Nita, tapi Nita ni pulak macam tutor aku, dia taknak la bawak aku keluar dah sebab aku tak study untuk hari ni. Aku punya la sedih,bayangkan aku dah siap-siap dah, dah pakai helmet dengan sweater bagai sekali kena reject. Guys, constant rejection ni sakit woo.

So moral nya dekat sini kawan-kawan sekalian, jangan la letak hope tinggi sangat. Kadang-kadang, no, MOST OF THE TIME, kita takkan dapat apa yang kita nak, set the target low so you won’t fall too hard.

No More

"its just a cup,or a smile"

I am just a colossal mortification and embarrassment. Now I’m going to show that fake face to everyone, EVERYONE. Yeah, including YOU. Hey guys, one more thing, impede hoping, it didn’t give you anything, anything at all. You will only end up getting upset and hurt in the end. Believe me, I have been bathed in hope up till now and its nothing but a complete twaddle. I give it up a long time ago, and think that I can hope again and I was wrong. If there is evil in this world, I would say that it is HOPE. From today on, I pledge on myself to commence the PRETENSE.

p/s:
im really fucked up..

troll

Suka sangat troll aku, dude, me making strong face doesnt means that i am strong la. u wanted to troll me so much huh?go ahead.

ow yeah, sekarang dah macam-macam jadi baru puas hati ke?

you read my post, you read my tweet, you read my fb status yada yada defuq? you aint have a glimpse of what im having. u dont know what im facing coz not all can be written or drawn. u wanna make fun of me? go ahead.